Without You…Les ronds dans l’eau.

October was supposed to be our celebration month, we were both turning the big 6-0 together (6 days apart to be exact) but instead, I’m crossing that threshold on my own. We always joked that we’d go out Thelma and Louise style, even though we knew the great improbability of it happening that way…but now you’re gone, my best friend, my soul sister, and you took a big piece of my heart with you.

How can one feel empty, yet weighted down at the same time? At times all I feel is a flutter in my chest, at others it feels like my heart’s in my shoes, a lead weight.

I feel like I should write you a tribute, an ode, a sonnet…something!!! But my words are failing me badly.

It’s been 6 weeks and I miss you terribly, I will miss you forever, rest peacefully soar Kay, I love you.



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